You walked out on your family
We don't need you anymore
The only part that remains
Are fleeting memories,
memories of the good times
quickly washed away
by the hurt and pain
the yelling and blaming
I couldn't take it any more
But I didn't have to take action
you showed your true self, whore
here i stand
holding your hand
its like a dream
you are an angel
i say one wrong word
and you are ripped from my grasp
and sucked into a void
its happened in the past
im always left alone
and now im pissed
i grab a ball
i see the window and i let go
then shift,
the world spins
i slam into the wall
the glass is falling
and i am calling for help
and now the cuts and bruises
i dont see what the use is
show me where the noose is
i hate staying alive in this world
where anything i do blows up in my face
one day with friends
happy and fun
wut happened to make
him take his life with the gun
one day he is full of warmth
the next, nothing at all
what would he give
to feel anything anymore
because these happy feelings
never do stay
like a one night stand
they all blow away
I fear what most people fear
What is your fear?
If you know this you know mine.
What stirs in your head?
What awakes you while you slumber in your bed?
What do you hide from your family and friends?
What do you keep locked up in the back of your head?
Beyond mortal reach
What breaks childhood dreams?
When you think about it you know you want to scream.
What trashes your beloved future?
It destroys your dreams like a jail house executioner?
What stops you from spreading you words?
It makes you feel so unwelcome it's absurd.
If you answered all these questions
You will see
The this thing I fear most
Well it's me
the last leaf hit's the ground,
with a deafening sound,
the whole world came down,
on that little leaf,
the last one of it's kind,
maybe i've gone out of my mind,
as the ground shakes,
and my soul aches,
my heart breaks,
it's my last breath,
pummeling down,
twisting and it lays there,
like a crown,
with precious jewels,
waiting to be found,
by a little girl,
more deserving,
than the one it belonged to,
than the one who stole it.
just like her.
Images flash
across my view,
sparking reflections,
pictures of you.
I don't think I've realised
how far you've gone.
Let me sleep on this thought
and wake up in your arms.
I want to tell you
I won't forget.
I want you to know
you still have friends.
I want to tell you
I'm not done yet,
but I'll see you again
when this life ends.
Months pass,
suns set.
They glow like you
in purple and red.
It's hard to remember
how brightly you shone.
Let me sleep tonight
and wake up in your arms.
I want to know
that you're alright
I want to find
some answers tonight.
I want to know
that you're free from harm.
Let me dream tonight
Jessica's Playground by eyesonthestars, literature
Literature
Jessica's Playground
The sky was dark
and I never knew that would be the day
that one car would take you so far
It lifted you high above
and made you shine in that beautiful night's sky
You're flying away
but I won't ask you to come back
You're flying far
the angel's playground is where you belong
You're flying high
You were too good for this life anyway
You showed me life
by the way you talked
and put the wind beneath my wings
It helped me to fly
fly so high
and someday, I'll fly with you again
where the summers are long
You're flying away
but I won't ask you to come back
You're flying far
the angel's playground is where you belong
You're f
Let us stalk amid the lesions we have fashioned
Upon the faces of those that adore us most
Let us show them why we are here
Let us show them what shall be done
For too long we have lay quiescent
Fermenting just under their emaciated skin
For too long our lunacy has fed them
Their deception is praised
We are unseen
We are not waiting any longer
Nothing can prepare them for our wrath
Finally our divine spear will pierce the essence of our keepers
Then we will ascend from fleshy graves
And we will bathe in their decay
We will resurrect our lost love
It is our turn to imprison
This is the land of the living
Wow, I was a messed up little kid, a lot has changed now. No chemical imbalances that I'm aware of, haha. It's been a long time, I'm much more laid back. I can't believe how much has changed! I'm more into photography now, not so hot at writing these days.
haven't been able to write much, i'll be posting some lyrics i wrote a while ago. they suck but i need to submit sumthing. i've actually been happy for a long time and im no longer on anti-depressants which is good and bad. i could write when i was depressed because thats all i know howto write. i have no talent in writing happy poems soo yeah
not shit since last year... has it been that long---wow yeah fucked things with shannon up n that sux so like always as in Shift bam just like all the times b4 fuck this shit i need a mellow chik mayb sarah.. although i havent been able to gather the willpower to even say hello thus far, but yeah it could work, mayb hehe ok ttyl sads kiking in again so im gone 24/7 sooo yep cheers